Mel Rose

I know this was posted a few years ago but this is exactly how I’m feeling. I’m currently at 5 months into my orientation for l&d with one month of PP. I thought I had landed my dream job but the more time I’ve spent on l&d the more I realize it’s not for me and I’d rather work PP. I get so much anxiety whenever it’s time to go to work. About two weeks into l&d I ended up at the ED with a panic attack and I didn’t know why, since then I’ve had recurring asthma attack that I believe is triggered by my anxiety. I’m a new grad and I felt like I didn’t want to disappoint myself, my preceptors and my managers for investing so much into me but I don’t know how much longer I can continue. Any advise would be much appreciated.