Sunflower1194

Hello! As the title reads I am a new grad resident nurse who has just surpassed her first month of residency on a medical oncology/hematology floor. With that being said I don’t feel like I’m cut out for it. I know all nurses will say that it’s like that in the beginning. It’s stressful, you feel lost, you feel anxious, but I feel all of this to the highest degree. I get sick just coming into work because I’m so scared. The environment is too fast paced and im too slow. I would never say I can’t do it because I can. But if I don’t feel safe and I don’t feel supported within myself it’s not going to get any better. I don’t know what to do at this point. I feel like a failure. I moved my whole life to a new city for this job. And now I don’t even want it.