Rachee7119

Wanted to update!! So the same day that I posted this I went straight to the manager when I got there. I had a notice written up and told her I was happier somewhere else. She was hostile and started interrogating me about the other facility. I felt like I really owed her no explanation but answered all her questions. She then let me know my assignment for the day was being changed, and to turn in my badge when I clocked out. I was told to sit with an agitated, confused geriatric patient (which I figured out on my own since I was given no report!). The patient hit me in my glasses and threatened me. I told them I was scared to be in there with the patient but they left me in there. And my relief was half an hour late. I survived my last shift ever at that awful place. I am so much happier at the other facility! Thank you to everyone that commented!

First post here. I've been up all night reading other posts trying to get some advice, so I guess I should make my own post. I am fulltime at a large hospital, an hour away, on an oncology floor. I am also PRN at a small hospital that is only 20 minutes away. I AM MISERABLE at the large hospital. The staff is super nice, but they give me way too many patients. I am already burnt out, and it's only been a month. The small hospital has offered me full time. I would love to quit the larger hospital. I feel like a big piece of poop because I'm not even off orientation yet at the large hospital. Is this normal? I'm still a baby nurse. I hate oncology. They have turned it into a oncology/med surg floor to accommodate even more patients. Every bed is always full. I'm nervous about quitting. I need encouragement or similar experiences? Thank you!