I fear this is how they see me. Unfortunately, I have never given school my honest, best shot a 100% of the time. When I have, I make great grades. I just don't do well with having to work, juggle friends and family, and school all at the same time. Too many distractions to be honest; which is why I'm applying out of state. And the fact that I CAN'T work while in CRNA school, coupled with the fact I have saved so much money to go to CRNA school, is also one of many reasons I want to go to CRNA school. But I think a lot of you are correct - I need to take some graduate level courses and ace them.