Stacey Reeve

I understand when you say you feel unready but all of the negative words that you say over and over to yourself aren't helping. In the middle of my first marriage my spouse did not support me through school (not talking monetary) at all, I left him during my LPN school. Remarried , with my LPN and experience I went back for my RN (had a baby in the middle) Did I mention, I am the worst student in the history of worst students? I have ADHD and high anxiety. I remember hyperventilating before my dosage tests. So it should surprise you when I say that I failed my boards 3x. Finally on my next try , the night prior my dad went into the hospital. I had no time for negative talk or studying or panic. I passed the boards that next day. So what does someone who hates school and likes to learn do? I went for my BSN (during chemo and sinus cancer with radiation straight to my brain). Wound up with a permanent short term memory loss but I got my BSN. With my short term memory loss and some real bad back injury's to my spine I had to leave floor nursing and become an educator. Love it so much Im attempting my own business for students who freak out like us. Im nervous but guess what..no body will stop me and no one can stand in my way. Takeaway----you have got this, your overthinking...stop , breathe and take the test, YOU are whats standing in your way. If you fail again, guess what? There is always tomorrow. Life is short, you've come so far...close your eyes and take that leap! Best wishes.

When I started my job about last November it was everything I ever dreamed of. I teach HHA and PCA classes and do various inservice. When I began RN director of education was my boss. When covid hit she quit. Now the CEO is my boss. However this being said the branch manager with no degree or tact but has longevity runs the office and runs me. She runs her branch with everyone in fear of her including me. We got into an argument so I called the ceo, my "boss". I bend over backwards for the branch manager nothing is ever rite meanwhile when I started I notified them I had sinus cancer 4 yrs ago 3 at the time of hire and radiation hit my brain so my short term memory is not great and I ha e adhd and anxiety..... but I've gotten far enough to accomplish my BSN so I cant be that dumb. I've figured out using my calander helps alot but I'm not perfect. So reguardless this manager is constantly riding me irrationally but the ceo said shes been here forever shes not going any where. It's suposed to be an equal opportunity employer but really feel up against the wall to give my resignation. I told the ceo this 3 days later I find my job posted. Mind you I did not give my notice. I feel my job is threatened when I'm there. It seems so unfair to have to leave because the manager isn't going any where....There's more to the story but this is quite long already. I will attach my rebuttal to my boss. What do you guys think? I'm at a loss.... Rebuttal.docx