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Took NCLEX this morning and had 265 questions!!! I am freaking out because I got the last question wrong. Is this an indicator of pass/fail????

I have not seen a doc yet, tomorrow at 1:45, because I took last night and tonight off work. Yesterday, was for peace of mind and to try to work things out in my head and today I went to a Landmark intro. For those of you who haven't heard of it, it is a weekend course (45 hours) that helps you better understand who you are, why you do the things and do and react the way you do, how you can change things in your life you are unhappy with...and lots more. I have heard amazing things about this course and personally know two people who I am very close with that claim this course is better than any college course they have ever taken and how literally one weekend changed their lives. Sounds hard to believe but they are very close to me so I do trust them. I will be doing the course Feb 15,16,17, and 19. I'll keep you posted...has anyone heard good things about this course as well. It is a huge company that does not advertise but is international and serves to over 100,000 people a year just by word of mouth. As for tomorrow's appt., I will let you know what comes out of it. Thank you all for your support. I feel as if I'm on the way to happiness just from reading the postings I have received and with tonight's class. Talk to you soon! :)

Thank you all so much! It's so heart-warming to have good advice from great people...especially an overwhelming amount of responses within less than ten hours. I do feel better. I had two instances at work today when I teared up in front of patients and I realized I really can't go on like this. Ironically I work in urgent care checking in patients so I deal with Dr's every day. There is one doctor that I feel very comfortable around but wasn't sure if I would regret talking to him because I know I will tear up. I'm going to get over that tomorrow and try to talk to him. I just have been so hesitant over taking meds because I know some people become dependent over them but after hearing some good words...I will make an effort to at least talk to a physician. I can definitely relate to some of your stories. My x broke up with me a year ago because I wasn't jewish, and that took all my self pride and dignity knowing that his family whom I had grown to adore...didn't think I was good enough for them. The pain was beyond imaginable with the hours of anxiety and crying. I am in a much better position now although I still have a little ways to go. I have days that I realize I am at a spot in my life where I have total control over my future and I do love that. I just want to make the right decisions so I can one day soon begin the future I want and that stress is painful. I will keep you posted.....thank you again.

Can someone please give me some good advice...l have been crying for two hours. Im 25 and all of my girlfriends are either married or living with a boyfriend and I just cant handle being by myself anymore. I live in a one-bedroom condo and have a pretty busy schedule with work and school but I cry myself to sleep every night. I have constant anxiety attacks throughout the whole night....on my bad days. Some days are good but I can't handle these nights. I start calling everybody I know in hope to feel better but I never do until the next morning...if it happens to be a good day. I have tried the internet deal for about a year now but I get more depressed every date I go on. The one guy I finally liked told me he had two kids after dating a couple months. The others are nightmare stories as well. Please has anyone been in my situation with a happy ending? I need some hope.