FutureCRNA5

I was given the amazing opportunity to start my career in a New Grad program at a very well known and established hospital in the Intensive Care Unit. It is a mixed ICU so we take everything! I am about to hit my year there and I have a love/hate relationship with it so far. I wanted to quit within the first few months and for awhile it was going great; until those feelings of wanting to leave started to recently come back again. There are social aspects that kind of drive me wanting to leave; as the culture at this hospital is just so different from anything that I'm used to. Plus, it just takes so long to develop skills. The pay at this hospital is the best in the state and you can't really get this kind of pay at any other facility. The name recognition and notoriety of the hospital would also definitely look great on my future CRNA applications. I guess my question is how do you know when you should leave a position? Is it worth it to stay for the money and the name if you literally have so much anxiety going into work every single day?