BSN.RN2021

So I am a second semester junior in a 4 year BSN program. Ever since I was 16 I was so sure I should be a nurse. For years, I have been so passionate about my schooling and I've had so much drive to succeed. I literally could not imagine doing anything else. However, recently I have felt SO burnt out and unmotivated with quite possibly every nursing. I hate my classes, I just feel like I am constantly scrambling and always behind. I went into the notion that I was gonna do pediatrics/ NICU, but now with the pandemic, those specialties are now on a virtual clinical. So, I wanted years to get jipped out of the one clinical I was excited for. I just like have ZERO motivation to do anything. I just want to lay in my bed all day and stare at a wall. I am barely passing pharm, and currently failing my peds/ob class. Every day I think about dropping, but it's too late since I am so deep into my BSN. I don't know what specialty I should really do. I lowkey don't even want to be a nurse anymore. Is this normal to feel like this? I don't know what happened to me. I have just don't feel this burning passion I had before. I just feel like quitting, but it's literally NOT an option. I joked about doing it once, and I think my family would disown me if I legitimately did. What should I do? Any advice? Will this blow over?