lee_soon22

Hi, It's been about a year since I failed nursing school twice. I failed both 1 semester. The first time I was really anxious and scared as I havent been in school for a while since i got my bachelors in nutrition. I was failing because I wasnt as focused as I had financial problems and well a bad relationship. I was too much into my head to really focus and the material was just not sticking into my head. My clinical teacher told me I probably am not going to be a nurse and practically looked into my background gpa which is a 2.6 and told if nursing was for me because of it. He made me feel really incompetent and pressured that I ended up crying before taking the test. But my friends in the class told me to not give up and i WANTED to show him that I was. So I prepared myself into coming back by taking his pathophysiology class and also a physiology class to show the school and him that I was serious to come back. Except, I got him again as my clinical instructor. And instead he kepted reminding me that I failed and it was my second time back to my new fellow classmates. I dont have anything wrong with people knowing that I repeated. I wanted to start over and focus. But he practically made sure i wasn't going to pass. He basically made me so anxious and nervous that I regretted going back to the same program. I failed again because not only could i focus to comprehend the material that was being taught, but I developed so much pressure into trying to not fail again. I was more worried. Not to mention, it felt like I was being bullied because I am a quiet person and I dont like to talk much and i mind my own business. But the way I was treated felt like I didnt belong and no one wanted to help me. If I didnt have him the second time, I probably would have passed. But since I did, i failed. Now i am so depressed, my family thinks im a failure, and now i literally do not know how to move on. I still want to become a nurse, but now I am scared and scarred to go back. Plus, with my gpa 2.6 and my bachelors in nutrition how can i get back into the game. What can I do differently and how can I handle feeling so useless as my parents tell me. I tried looking into graduate programs but they require 3.0 to be even considered and other RN programs seem to be too far away. Does anyone have any advice as to how I can get my life back together? I wouldnt be posting this if i werent this desperate because I am really tired of feeling sorry for myself. I really want some letters beside my name and be something. Also, i apologize for my gramma, im crying as I'm typing this since I realize how much it still stings to know I failed twice.

Hi, It's been about a year since I failed nursing school twice. I failed both 1 semester. The first time I was really anxious and scared as I havent been in school for a while since i got my bachelors in nutrition. I was failing because I wasnt as focused as I had financial problems and well a bad relationship. I was too much into my head to really focus and the material was just not sticking into my head. My clinical teacher told me I probably am not going to be a nurse and practically looked into my background gpa which is a 2.6 and told if nursing was for me because of it. He made me feel really incompetent and pressured that I ended up crying before taking the test. But my friends in the class told me to not give up and i WANTED to show him that I was. So I prepared myself into coming back by taking his pathophysiology class and also a physiology class to show the school and him that I was serious to come back. Except, I got him again as my clinical instructor. And instead he kepted reminding me that I failed and it was my second time back to my new fellow classmates. I dont have anything wrong with people knowing that I repeated. I wanted to start over and focus. But he practically made sure i wasn't going to pass. He basically made me so anxious and nervous that I regretted going back to the same program. I failed again because not only could i focus to comprehend the material that was being taught, but I developed so much pressure into trying to not fail again. I was more worried. Not to mention, it felt like I was being bullied because I am a quiet person and I dont like to talk much and i mind my own business. But the way I was treated felt like I didnt belong and no one wanted to help me. If I didnt have him the second time, I probably would have passed. But since I did, i failed. Now i am so depressed, my family thinks im a failure, and now i literally do not know how to move on. I still want to become a nurse, but now I am scared and scarred to go back. Plus, with my gpa 2.6 and my bachelors in nutrition how can i get back into the game. What can I do differently and how can I handle feeling so useless as my parents tell me. I tried looking into graduate programs but they require 3.0 to be even considered and other RN programs seem to be too far away. Does anyone have any advice as to how I can get my life back together? I wouldnt be posting this if i werent this desperate because I am really tired of feeling sorry for myself. I really want some letters beside my name and be something.