RNsoon

Hi everyone! So my situation is just as it says. I'm really insecure. I am in my first semester of nursing school and currently taking fundamentals. I'm scared for next week because we'll be starting head to toe assessments and I don't want to be a patient! I have body and gender dysmorphia and the thought of my classmates looking at my chest, skin, basically assessing me is freaking me out. I don't know how to bring it up with the teachers or my classmates because they expect everyone to help each other out by practicing on each other in lab. The first week when we did vitals I felt embarrassed and humiliated when my blood pressure came up to 130/89 because that's high for a 22 year old and every time I let someone practice on me they would look at me funny and even make remarks on how I need to take better care of myself. I am fully aware I need to take better care but I don't need the whole class knowing about my poor health. I don't know what to do, I don't want to come off as mean and someone who isn't willing to help but my anxiety is sky high. I barely know my classmates and I just need suggestions on how I should proceed. Any advice is appreciated