LostFutureRN

Hi all, I am a first semester student, and I am struggling on keeping up with Med-Surg clinicals due to lack of critical thinking skills that made my CI ask me, "do you really wanted to be a nurse?" Since then, I have been crying almost every week and trying to hang on the rollercoaster. I know myself that I'm striving and trying my best to learn and improve. Whatever happens I'll have Jesus take the wheel for me because I have been emotionally drained since the second half of the semester. I just want some advices on how to go on because I am now at the point of giving up and change careers even though it is not bad to reapply again when I fail. I am just scared.

I was accepted from the alternate list as well. I'll see you guys soon. ?

I got in as an alternate. I need to wait for an available spot especially when someone will drop out before getting accepted.

I am currently working as a part time caregiver in an assisted living or home care and one-on-one care.

Well, I got 72% on my teas and 3.6 gpa.

I got the mail today, and I got in as an alternate!