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But won’t this make getting my next job very difficult when they ask “why’d ya leave”.. having to tell them I was fired I heard is an end to nursing for some

I work at a hospital have for almost 2 years as a RN, employer has concerns with me and has basically been gunning me down on everything for a few months. Our policy’s is 3 write ups result in termination. I’m at 1. I do NOT like my job I have had sleepless nights and too much anxiety and stress of dreading to work because of this. I want to quit. Here is my dilemma and concerns. They want to meet with me tomorrow but won’t say why, I imagine I’m getting written up again putting me at 2. I want to put in my 2 week notice but I’m concerned they will find a reason for another write up and terminate me before the time is up. I don’t want to quit out right because I’m worried a future employer will find that out when checking my work history on my resume and that looks horrible. (Assuming they can find that out). I don’t want to be fired though because I know that looks horrible on resumes as well. What do I do? Do I quit without notice? Do I try and make it 2 weeks and pray they don’t try to fire me? I really need help I’m losing my mind right now. Any advice is welcome, please and thank you!!