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Hi all i have been nursing in clinical and non clinical areas for ten years. I’ve been at my current position for under 3 /12, quite clinical and a new discipline. Recently I requested a meeting with the boss asking how I was going. She told me I was under performing, is going to support me and both of us developed ideas. I contacted the counselling who said this is a chance for me to relearn. I can see lots of positives. BUT part of me wonders if I’m being bullied out of the job. I don’t think the Edu. Likes me much. There is a big click on the ward which I’m not apart of. I don’t play the game but thinking I’m going to have to. Im so confused and don’t know what to think. has anyone else been through this and can offer me advice. i really like where I work and want to stay. thanks