If it makes you feel better, I am currently waitlisted from the program I applied to with a 4.0 and all but one of my pre-reqs done! They tell you it will be competitive, but this is on a whole other level.. I wish you all the best, try to focus on the season of life that you are in right now, and know that there are many more people struggling to get in, just like you. We will all make it there, in our own time.