Hi, I’m new here, and would be grateful for advice or someone sharing their own experiences if they were/are in a similar situation. Hope this post is not too long. I have been out of nursing for about 7 years. I would like to return to the field, but I am nervous about even attempting to get back in. The reason is I only had 2.5 years of experience when I left. I took a job in a clinic after graduating, really enjoyed it, but after two years, I switched to a surgical floor hospital job to gain more experience ( I could not get a hospital job prior to this.) Unfortunately, I left the hospital after only 7 months. In retrospect I realize how terrible of a decision this was for my career. I did have normal stress of adapting to the hospital, but the unit itself was great, I had ample orientation and supportive management and co-workers. I was working nights and my body just did not react well. While normally healthy, I now felt horrible and was sick almost constantly, felt depression for the first time ever and a constant dizziness. I began to dread my shifts so I spoke to my manager and she was supportive, offering me either day shifts or an outpatient position. I’m not sure why I did this, I think I just felt so burnt out physically, and also had the advice from my family to leave... so I just gave four weeks instead. I was thinking I would take some time off (was getting married soon,too) and go back to a clinic position. Instead, I ended up getting married and having 3 children back to back. I have stayed home and raised my kids the past 7 years and enjoyed (mostly!) every second of it. Now with the last one soon approaching school age, I dream of having my nursing career back. I have the option of taking a nursing refresher course with clinicals in my area. However, it is over $2,000.00. That would definitely be a financial burden on my family if I am not able to secure a job afterwards. I think the course is mostly geared towards adult med/surg but would be helpful for skills with an outpatient position as well. I definitely need some kind of refresher. I guess my question is- do you think it is even worth it to take a course and try to get back to nursing when I have such little experience and clearly a black mark on my resume? Or should I forget my dream and look for fufilling work outside of nursing. Would love feedback and others similar stories. Thank you.