Studentnursec

Hey everyone. I'm new here. ill give you a little back story. Before I got into nursing I did 2 years in an education program. Loved it but withdrew for personal reasons. Fast foreword 4 years I'm in my 3rd year of nursing. I'm 28 years old and I have a prosthetic left arm which obviously poses challenges for me in the hospital. Im just finishing my first semester of 3rd year and having some serious questions as to whether this is right for me. This semester my clinical instructor was INCREDIBLY tough. Like above average tough. It has given me major anxiety and a serious dread of the hospital setting. I'm now reconsidering whether I made the right choice to go into nursing. I see all my friends who finished their Ed degree happy and stress free. I understand nursing school is hard and it's different when you're done. But I've gotten to the point of I don't want to work in the hospital. I'm even questioning if I'm doing this for the right reasons now. (Enjoyment vs money) im also concerned about the long term effects on my body. I already worry because of my arm but the added stress of nursing as well. ive tried talking to my husband and friends and they think I should see it through but I'm worried I'm going to go through the next year and a half and still end up not liking it and wasting my time. Everyone is putting pressure on me to see it through but I don't know if it's right for me. What at do I do? also, if you are located in Canada could you please provide a list of out of hospital jobs for nurses that you are familiar with? Thanks!