Angelsofmercy

I work in a toxic environment where nurses gossip about each other and hate each other. in my 23 years of practice I have never worked in such a toxic environment where I dread going to work. All these things are considered professional misconduct. These nurses watch every move you make, file incident reports and when these reports go to HR. I feel as if I am going to lose my license to practice! In this facility, HR is not for the staff, it's for the institution. I have already been told by the HR director that I have no rights when I injure my shoulder and could not work. i have already been to a peer review committee in which I was targeted as the "bad" nurse who sent a pt to icu due to changes in clinical status. I felt I was being reprimanded for doing the right thing. The day nurse whom gave me report never said a word! Now some of my nurses notes are missing. What should I do if the case were to go to court and have no nurses documented to protect my license because the facility does not have a reliable computer system?? I have already contacted risk management and they are unable to locate my notes? I feel like I'm being sabatoged! Help !!