I'm graduating in less than a month and had a job lined up in the children's hospital where I have worked as a MST for a year now. The director kept encouraging me to apply, so I did and I got a call from HR saying they only had a PRN job available now, but hope to be able to offer me FT soon. I don't see PRN as an option because I need benefits and guaranteed hours. I'm feeling very discouraged because I don't know what else I want to do. Peds is my passion and my ultimate goal is to work in the PICU. I always hear to get a year of Med-Surg but I'm doing that now for preceptorship and just know that I will be miserable here even for a year. There is a position in Trauma I've been asked to apply for but don't think I'm ready for that. Someone please help ease my mind because I'm totally lost and discouraged.