pam64

I have been working for 11 weeks as a graduate nurse in a very busy general/medical ward and I am feeling lost, alone and scared. I have made 2 medication errors where I forgot to give a medicine - unforgivable. I got pinged for asking too many questions of fellow nurses, but before I started nursing I was told to ask questions because if you don't know something you need to ask. Some days I am great with my time management, but others I am sitting back doing notes after my shift. I do a time planner, but it isn't always easy to stick to. When I ask for assistance with things like a patient roll, hoist or a DD check there are a few nurses that always are too busy to help me, and yet I always help them. There are many procedures done in the ward that I only did in labs, and now I am so scared to ask for help I don't know what to do when I am next asked to do something new. I am sick in my stomach at going to work now - I want to learn, I know my deficits and I don't want to do a procedure where I may make a mistake. Any suggestions, I don't want to leave nursing but am thinking about it