The happiness is fading slowly. I've contacted one hospital's nurse recruiter and she's pushing me towards a recently created, "highly competitive pay," ICU float position. Without too many details on the phone she directed me towards following up with an interview with the manager. I know an interview won't hurt, and I think I'll see if I can get a shadow day. I struggle with making big decisions as it is, and this would be my biggest move since nursing school.