I have just qualifed in sept and I have a job in icu. The staff are really supportive but i really am not coping with the reality of being a nurse. I have severe confidence issues, which I have never suffered with as a student (or before). I cry at the thought of having to go to work, I feel completely overwhelmed when I'm there and constantly clock watch for the end of my shift and practically run out of the building at the end of my shift. I am on my first week of nights at present and I cannot sleep due to the pressure I'm putting on myself. I have had 4 hrs sleep over the past 2 days and have to go back to work again tonight. When I have approached people at work they all say say I'm doing alright but I am not finding this reassuring at all, it feels like they are just brushing it off. I don't know what to do or where to go for support...I am so close to giving up nursing altogther as I cannot carry on like this!!