Mabern1

I need advice please. I am a returning student in my 30's with 3 kids and soon to be a single mom. I am half way through my 1st semester of nursing school and I am completely miserable. I hate what we do at clinicals (bed baths, making beds,etc) and have an absolute nazi clinical professor. She makes all of our lives stressful. Lectures also bore me to death. Ethics/legal, nursing process...all of it just sparks no interest in me. I've always loved science but so far the nursing program hasn't touched on physio. My goal is to finish then get into aesthetic nursing as a nurse injectable (botox, fillers, etc) as I have worked for a dermatologist before and loved the field. I just do know if I can handle this program and not because it is tough. I study hard and I am passing all of my exams. I am just not happy. I feel lost. I also feel pressure because of finances and I have lupus which makes me extremely exhausted and achy. I don't know what to do. I can't imagine quitting since I already put so much time into my education amd sacrificed years to accomplish the prereqs and what would people say ya know? Please give advice...thank you so much!