RPNVJK, reading your story gives me so much hope! I graduated in January and just wrote the CPNRE. I feel right now exactly the same way you felt in your first post. I get little panic attacks thinking about applying for jobs and I don't know what to do or how to get started. I feel so unprepared. In my last placement, I was at a rehab setting and didn't use any of my nursing skills - it felt more like I was a PSW. I don't even know how I'm going to change dressings, do catheterizations, or care for IV or tube-fed patients once and if I start working. I am so happy to read your update and that you're doing well!