NeedamiracleADN

I have a current similar experience, my current employer who I have been with for almost 2 years has pulled me in to accuse me of "diversion". I want to make it clear that it is NOT a medication waste issue or pulling medications without an MD order, the issue they are stating are things like I pulled a medication and in my documentation it states "pt sleeping" but then I woke pt to medicate them. Another example, I pulled 2 medications while at the same time and then administered those medications to the correct patients but I had pulled them simultaneously. Another example, I medicated a pt at 0100 and they were discharged 4 minhtes later. I had medicated this patient for another nurse and yes I chatted that I medicated but because a pain assessment was not done and because the patient was discharged 4 minutes later, they are flagging this. Another "error" was I went to pull a toradol on a patient but realized this was not ordered to I cancelled the removal but the pharmacy states there was no recon of the med, mind you that slot in the drawer is 1 out of 20 that are freely open and anyone can pull from at any time. For example, they can pull a Tylenol but three drawer over is a Motrin and pull that also. They are not individually dispensed like controlled substances. I feel like because I made some charting errors they are now putting a magnification glass on every thing I have done. I consider my charting good, I have seen many many nurse that chart one thing on a patient the entire time, or not until 3 hours after the patient was in their care. I have never been told my charting was not sufficient enough, until this very moment. I have tried to give my reasoning and explanations to the examples they are giving but now I have to give a "response" in writing and then they will make their decision regarding my employment status. I feel like they have already made their decision and I'm just prolonging this nightmare. I am a mess, I just cry and I haven't eaten in days. What do I put In this "response" letter to change their minds and give me another chance to redeem myself?