joytrann15

Hello, I am in need of some advice. I graduated with my BSN in 2017 and have been working at a rehabilitation and LTC facility for about 4 months now. I dread going to work every day and do not feel like my 10 day orientation was enough for me to provide safe nursing care to patients. I have brought this up to my supervisors several times and try to ask questions and learn on the job but everyone is so busy to help or answer questions. I get blamed if I do something wrong and feel guilty towards the patients but nobody is available to show me how to do it correctly. Many other nurses try to ignore me when I ask questions and just roll their eyes. Two nurses have been very kind and try to help me out but I rarely work the same shifts as them. I thought "nurses eat their young" was a myth because I have always had good experiences during clinical in school but I definitely see why people have said that now. I feel like crying and am always anxious before going to work. On my days off, I can't stop counting down the time before going to work, can't sleep, and just feel miserable all the time. I am always afraid of doing something that will harm the patient and put my license at risk. I have tried to tough it out for the past few months but nursing is not what I expected. I have been looking at other jobs that may fit me better, and have received interview requests, but I don't know how to quit this job after only a few months of working. I feel bad and but can't work here any longer for my health and sanity. How do I put in my 2 weeks?