SadRN77

Hard to do when you have anxiety. I am at work when I am not there. I have to get out and I see very few options except just stop working.

I have tried nursing in so many different places and fields. I hate it all over. I am desperate to get out. I am in grad school for Management. Hoping to get out. People think before you do this. Disregard for you, expectation you will drive through a 10 in blizzard to get there (got into a car accident because I was intimidated to come in during bad weather), missing holidays and weekends with your family, pay that is not phenomenal, mean doctors, mean fellow nurses, understaffed. You name it I am ready to crack. I told my husband I am letting my license go at the next renewal. I will live in poverty rather than continue with this madness. Trust I have done this 10 miserable years. Several different states I have worked it is all the same. Think and investigate before you do this. Cause now no one want to hire me for anything else, and I am just burned out and miserable.