NewGradStruggles

Hi all! I'll make this short and sweet. i graduated with my BSN in may of 2017. Got hired end of June, passed boards middle of July. I got hired to a progressive care unit at a small hospital. This is not where I want to be AT ALL. I knew this going in, but was afraid I wouldn't get a job where I really want to be (ED). yes this is where I want to be, I precepted there, and I used to work as an AIDE in one too. I love it. Floor nursing is not for me. I dread going to work every day. I cried my first two days on nights. I love nursing but can tell if I stay in this position I will end up hating it and leave nursing. The floor is horrible. The staff is not supportive, my manager is not helpful or cares about my concerns, and we have a lot of issues with patient safety that scares me! I want to know now what I should do? My contact is for 1 year with my nurse residency program. Would it look horrible to potential new hires to quit this job? I'm working on getting into the ED in the same hospital or healthcare system but the nurse recruiter said it was a slim chance. All I know is that I am on my own in less than a month, and I cannot fathom that in this position.