I guess you had to be there. I haven't made a report of this kind in 17 years. And I wouldn't expect anyone to believe that I really did hope that I was wrong. The protocol as is it was written exists to protect that nurse, if innocent of wrongdoing, from ever knowing there was a suspicion. The same protocol protects the accuser from feeling as though they should not report suspicious behavior. It was not a mission to blacken a name or get someone fired.