I had to smile when I read this post. Today was supposed to be my first day back to school after failing my dosage calc back in march. I totally psyched myself out and didn't not go in. I've been working on my RN in bits and pieces for a few years now, and my anxiety has gotten worse. I want to finish my RN soo badly but the disappointment of failure is so hard to deal with and recover from. I thought it was just me. At this point I'm even embarrassed to go back on the campus, I feel like I've been a student there forever.I have a meeting tomorrow with a mentor who hopefully will help me get out of this funk. Trust me its not just you. Nursing school is not easy but let's try and get through this, it will be worth it in the end.