I am a 23 year peds nurse. I work nights. I had a toddler with an IV in his foot, it was heavily taped. All I could see was a small window at the insertion site and his toes. He slept in the parents arms all night. I assessed the IV every hour, I palpated it, he never flinched in pain when I touched it, it was soft, in the dark I thought it was pink. I thought I did everything right. But when I came back the next night, I found out it had infiltrated to a Grade IV. I apologized to the parents and they were very gracious. I may lose my job. The hospital hasn't decided yet. This happened 2 days ago. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I feel beyond horrible. I don't know how I'm going to get past this. I really need some support, but I am not allowed to talk about the incident, per hospital policy.