Don't give up. You undoubtedly worked very hard to be where you are. Think of how long you dreamt of being in that classroom, being a nursing student, wearing those scrubs for the first time..... this is just part of the process for many. If it's any consolation, I had a 3.5 GPA and was very involved in leadership and still didn't get an offer to sigma theta tao. I was a bit bummed too, but i think it's helpful to recognize that this is not the only opportunity you have to stand out as an accomplished student or future nurse. There are many volunteer positions, student nursing associations, community outreach programs etc that you can become a part of to gain some of the networking and leadership opportunities I would assume you're looking for. If it is awards/achievements you're looking for to add to your resume, sigma theta tao membership is impressive- but so are scholarships- maybe that's an avenue to explore. As far as looking for a job as a CNA or tech, I would encourage you to seek feedback from interviewers who did not hire you. What areas could you improve upon? What are they looking for that you didn't exactly deliver on? What criteria is most important to them when considering an applicant? If you do not feel comfortable asking them, I would pick a mentor/teacher/etc that will be honest and upfront with you. Ask them to help with reviewing your resume/mock interviews possibly. Last but not least- I will part by saying, DO NOT GIVE UP SIMPLY IF YOU DIDNT GET A HOSPITAL JOB BEFORE YOU GET YOUR RN. I can speak from experience when I say that having cna or tech is very helpful- but it isn't everything. I had two years of experience as a CNA in the ER before I became a nurse. I learned TONS, I made strong relationships with colleagues- but I didn't learn to become a nurse, until I WAS A NURSE going through orientation. It's stressful and overwhelming whether you have any experience or not. Do not under estimate the value of other jobs you may have held especially if they deal with customer service, difficult personalities, managing your time, etc. There's more than one way to learn how to interact with people, pay attention to detail, show compassion, and be an effective communicator and things of that nature. I hope this helps! Focus on your schooling for now and know that you're never alone- always reach out when you need support or guidance because someone is always here to help! And trust me- your post alone will provide comfort to someone else who is experiencing the same feelings you are!