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I took the NCLEX this morning and it shut off at 243 questions. I couldn't sleep the night before and my anxiety went through the roof in the morning. I was the the last one in the testing room and I felt like I was rushing at the end. Needless to say, I walked away from the exam feeling defeated and I am almost certain I failed. When I got home I tried the "trick" and it didn't go through at first but I tried several moments later and got the "bad" pop up. I know I should wait to get the final results to know if I officially failed or not but I was wondering if anyone had any suggestions on where to go from here? I was using ATI and was averaging around 70% on the practice assessments/LRRN's and 65% on the two comprehensive exams. I also used the Davis NCLEX prep book and the NCLEX mastery app but didn't really find those helpful. I've heard really good things about UWorld and LaCharity, only wish I knew about those resources sooner. Are these good sources for the NCLEX compared to ATI? Also, I already accepted my dream job but my start date is a few days before the 45 wait time for the NCLEX retake. I'm afraid that i'll lose my dream job once I tell the hospital about my results. Any advice would be appreciated, thanks! :)