Hang in there. I went through that too. I have been an NP for 26 years. The problem is that schools are pumping out too many FNPs. I am a FNP who went back for my psych and the doors really opened. Even if you work part time, do it as a FNP. I even volunteered in an office to get the experience and was eventually hired. Get involved in your nursing organization who often will post jobs. Networking is everything. Volunteer to be on boards of nursing. Good luck and keep plugging. It pays off