stella1998

Hi, I am a 19 year old student who went to college during my junior year of high school. My parents always wanted me to get into medical field because they are in that profession. At first, I agreed with my parents and chose to go into nursing field. During my junior year of high school, I took nursing prerequisites. Everything was going well with my studies and I maintained a good GPA. I graduated from high school and college at the same time last year, and was done with all my prerequisite. I applied for Nursing program at **** University and also got accepted! My program starts this fall 2017. Everything is going well, my parents are happy and proud of me but I am not. I don't know why but I never felt any happiness. I wasn't even happy nor sad when I got accepted into Nursing Program. When I tried to talk with my close friends that "I don't think Nursing is for me", they told me to just endure it for 2 years and I will get BSN and can work as a Nurse. Sometimes, I think of just enduring and work as a nurse but I know deep down that this is not for me. I have zero ounce of passion and I don't like what I am doing. I am also really scared to tell to this to my parent because they have lot of expectations. I want to talk to them too but I don't have any other options beside Nursing. I know this post is getting long but I don't know what to do?? Right now, I have no idea what to major in expect for nursing because I never really explored in any other fields beside nursing prerequisites. My program is going to start soon this September and I feel like I am taking someone else spot who really deserves to be a Nurse and has passion for it. Should I do nursing or is too late to go back and start all over?? Thank you for your time.