I SIRD to both schools, I decided to extend my deadline. My issue however is that I've always dreamed of becoming a nurse (so I can have quick patient interaction and more experience faster) so then I can take a break, study for medical school and become a doctor. However, many say that if I go into nursing I won't want to become a doctor and that if I want to become a doctor I should go to the school that'll make it happen faster (Berkeley). Ive decided to decide by May 22, but it is draining me emotionally because my siblings are graduating from the sac state nursing program this semester. I love the idea of becoming a nurse first, but I also love research and Berkeley. I'm in dire need of perspective.