Burntout83

Appreciate the replies. I think I had some peak stress last evening and it motivated me to post on here. I agree, it's too early to decide if I like it or not. Stress and fear can definitely have a big influence on you:s

Hey folks. Long time lurker, first time poster. Looking for advice or just some moral support. I spent the first 8 years of my career in a busy emergency room. I decided to leave and try something else (was mildly burnt out and just sick of the rat race). Anywho, I made my way to dialysis. The training was 9 weeks long. It was also paid, which means I have to pay the hospital back about 4-6 months of work. I'm just in my first week of work and part of me feels like I absolutely hate it. It's chronic care in the worst form. I have a sinking feeling in my gut and 6 months seems like a prison term now. It's maybe just new job jitters, but maybe it's not. If I leave the job early, they will dock my pay for the next few months to repay the education they paid for me to have. Anyway. Enough whining. Hope you all have a great weekend