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@ BrendaD thank you so much for your words. I dont hate nursing i just hate the organization i work for. My boss is a bully everytime he calls me in office is to address rumors he heard about me. He never really takes time to investigate those rumors. So right now i am living in fear. I think its time for me start fresh.

Thank you for your advice. I need to learn to focus on nursing and not so much on the location

I am on medsurge/onco. @mcas i am new to this site how do you message someone privately.

Thank you everyone for the advice. Maybe i need to be more positive

So you dont think getting a new job and start fresh its a good idea.

There's nothing wrong with country . I just hate the feeling that i feel like i am walking on eggshells at work or people are yelling at me. I scared to go to work.

I just graduated from nursing school and i just landed a job out of state.the only problem is that i am petrified to go to work. I only been at my job for 3 months and I want to quit. My company paid me $2000 to move here but i feel like my life is a living hell. I was suppose to be done with orientation like this week, my boss felt like i was lacking on my skills so he decided to extend it. I hate my job, the other nurses make me feel dumb. They are so rude to me.i have a year contract but i can't see myself lasting a year in this horrible state, its so country over here. To add more, i am walking on eggshells at work when i get there i cant seem to focus. They keep changing me preceptors everyday and most of those preceptors are rude. Please help anyone.