I read this article a felt like you was talking to me only different. I have aslo been to nursing school graduated two years ago and when I went to take the Nclex I have had three family members die weeks before I take it. Anyways I have still not passed this stupid test and just took it last Thursday and don't dare open my results. I feel very alone and defeated by this test. I question whether I should be a nurse as well. I have sacrificed so much time away from my family. I really want to be a nurse but now I'm on the fence to either make a change or deal with the card I have been dealt. I hope you figure out what you need to do to be happy, just know your not alone.