Now what?

I am so sorry you are going through this. But you will get through this. 

Do you have malpractice insurance? Does it offer any support with dealing with the BON? I suggest you research your state practice act to review the process of discipline. Also, if you haven't already done so, document everything that has happened up until now. You should also get a copy of your personnel file from the place that cancelled your contract. 

{{hugs}}

I'm looking for a lawyer now, but unfortunately I don't have malpractice insurance. I did. Then about a year ago, I was off work for a while after being sick. I cut everything out that I could. ?

I have written down my recollection of the events that day.  And I am reading everything I can regarding the discipline process. 

It was extremely disheartening to hear some of the things that were said. I am having a hard time understanding how people can be so cruel. I can own the mistake that I made. But the things that I have been told are just beyond me. 

Thank you for the suggestion that I request a copy of my personnel file. I hope they will give it to me. 

I really appreciate all the support from you and others here. You guys are amazing. 

I think they have to share your personnel file, although they may charge you reasonable fees to copy it. If they refuse, I am sure that will be one of the first steps a lawyer will take. Also, document all encounters you have with them: dates, times and who you talked to, in person or by phone. Keep any text messages or other correspondence. And keep any sort of contract you had with them.