NCLEX result

Hey guys, I took the NCLEX exam on 2/21/2017 and I did up to 255 questions then i was timed out. the more i continue to do questions the more i start to get nervous because i was expecting for it to shut down maximum 100 questions. I found the exam to be very tricky! When i left the testing center I felt sick to my stomach but i still had that little bit of hope that says what if i pass after all. i did the trick and it says something your result is ho hold. i kept trying and it said the same thing until the next day it said my card is declined, now i know that means i didn't pass the nclex. you have no idea how much i'm devastated right now, i feel such a failure. i failed my self, my family, and those who believed in me. I couldn't stop crying. it's very hard to take in. the thing I know all the information the exam it's just i get stuck between two choices. and the SATA question, i got a bunch of them them.

I guess what I would like to know is how long do i wait until the post my result on the Pearson VUE. it's been 48 hours and they already had posted the result where i have to pay to see if i pass/fail. but at this point i already know i failed so i don't want to pay anything. but how long do i wait to see the result without having to pay for it?