I NEED TO FOCUS

I paid for my test last week, I'm waiting for the ATT. You see it's my second time around taking the Nclex PN, and like before I don't know where to start, so confused . Right now I'm using the Exam Cram book, I have so many books, got me more confused:confused: bcuz I don't know which one to use, so I decided to only focus on the Exam Cram book. I've made a calendar of what to study each day, but so far I'm not following it:sniff:, I'm all over the place like before:banghead:. But this time around I want to pass this Nclex thing in the name of the Lord. My plan was to finish Exam Cram and just do a quick review on Saunders on the topics that I need more review on, and do 100 Q&A a day and couple weeks before the exam I was gonna buy the Lacharity book so I could familiarize myself with the priority type questions, and SATA questions and lastly review the Exam cram Sheet which has all the labs on it & more, but I don't know why I can't follow this plan:banghead: I can't afford to pay for a review class I need HELPPPPPPP!!!!!!!