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I need advise! Three and a half years ago I graduated from LPN school. Two days after graduation, I found out I was pregnant with my first child! Only a week later my husband was laid off from his job. I worked part time while studying for my NCLEX. I then began to have problems with the pregnancy. At this point I was only about 4 months pregnant. I was literally in the hospital or at the doctors office four days a week from week 17 to week 31 when I delivered. I had to quit my job and was so stressed I could not study. My husband got a new job in a different state 5hours away and after she was born and finally home from the hospital, we moved with my husband. I again was able to study for my NCLEX (at this point I had been out of school about a year). I found out I was pregnant again when my daughter was four months old. Studying went to the wayside because of my worries, etc. I could not concentrate. We lost that baby at 5 months gestation. I began to study again, then once again, got pregnant. This time things went well and I now have another baby girl. The thing is, I have been out of school now for three and a half years. I pick up my books to study and I cry. I don't even know where to begin. I have forgotten so much already and I am overwhelmed. I am trying to reteach myself, but I am terrified that I will not remember what I have learned. Even worse, I feel like I have thrown my life away. I love my children and wouldn't trade them for the world, I could not ask for a bigger blessing in my life, but I need to get this for ME. I am so scared of failure...where do I start? What are the best study tools/tips? Do I need to start all over again and get back to school? If anyone can help, please do.
Thank you