Frustration in NCLEX and work

Hi.I don't know where to start.I graduated 2005 with my BSN and have taken NCLEX RN 4 times.I also had to take remedial course as required by state of Florida. I have been harsly judge(some of the RN thinks and said of me becoming knowledge deficient)in at work because I have not passed the boards.(I work in large hospital and currently as a CNA.I am also a mother of three young babies).MY husband works but not enough to cover cost of living. So here I am trying to be strong and put a smile in my face at work because I have to work.

Now I am back reviewing for NCLEX RN.I am in desperate to pass it this time so I can move on.At times I wonder how am I going to juggle things and my anxiety eating me up.To those that have taken NCLEX Rn 5 times or more which material did you concentrated on?I am currently using HURST Review for now because I have taken Kaplan,NCSBN, and Saunders.

Your not alone. I graduated in 2008 and I took nclex 9 times. I think it test taking skills. I did kaplan qbank, saunder, feur, ready to pass, review in NJ by tutor, exam cram. I did 4, 000 questions for the last exam my brain is tired. I told my self I have to pass this time. I also did mary hogan, nclex 3500. I am tired.

I took hurst and I felt like it really helped me. Have hope! You have to go into the test believing that you will make it through.

Same here I am tired and weary. But I can't give up because I don't want to feel like a failure(even through in the back of my mind I feel like it).My plans is by March is to cut down in my work hours and just study Saunders,Kaplan,NCSBN,La Charity,Mosby, all those stuff and keep answering questions until my head explode.