Failed Net Test

I've been taking the prerequisite classes at the local college and in spring of 09 I will be finished them all. My GPA is 3.5 and I have both the background check and Child Abuse clearance ready to go, all that was left was the Net Test. No big deal I thought....the first time I didnt prepare and failed Reading (got a 64) and passed Math, but only scored in the 70's. The 2nd time I bought the book and did the practice tests from the book and on-line. I got a lower score in Reading 62 and again Math was only in the 70's. My composite was was one point below the composite required score. I am a mess! My dream is gone...I'm too scared to take the test for the 3rd time because if I fail again I'll never be able to take it again. I really thought Reading would not be the problem but apparently I'm unable to find the main idea or topic in a paragraph??? Are you kidding me??? In Math, I know my Algebra but my problem is I'm too slow and don't finish them all. I feel like such an idiot and am afraid to even talk to anyone about it for fear of what they'll think. Any suggestions....anyone, please. :crying2::cry::bluecry1: