I am a new(ish) grad, out of school for 6 months. I found school to be easy as pie, I was one of the lucky ones who flew by without needing to study. Everything just clicked for me. Except for clinical application, I get everything so clearly on paper but my nerves and tendency to shy away from uncomfortable situations really gets the best of me. I know what I am supposed to do, but the need to flee the situation really takes over and all I want is to get out of there.
With that said, I made the (wrong) decision out of school and took a position as an RN in a private practice setting. I spend most of my days educating patients (which I love) or drawing blood. None of my skills from school have been worked on since graduating and with every passing day I realize more and more that I've made the wrong decision as a new grad.
So now, I want to make the jump back into acute care nursing but I just can not fathom bedside nursing. I went to an excellent nursing school in this area, had every opportunity to try skills, and really didn't care for any of it. I know there is this requirement for new nurses to get their skills up to snuff on a med-surg floor but I really just don't think I'll be able to last a whole year doing that, especially when I've already spent half a year doing something I am very unhappy in.
I could use some advise!! Anything is appreciated.
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Hi everyone,
I am a new(ish) grad, out of school for 6 months. I found school to be easy as pie, I was one of the lucky ones who flew by without needing to study. Everything just clicked for me. Except for clinical application, I get everything so clearly on paper but my nerves and tendency to shy away from uncomfortable situations really gets the best of me. I know what I am supposed to do, but the need to flee the situation really takes over and all I want is to get out of there.
With that said, I made the (wrong) decision out of school and took a position as an RN in a private practice setting. I spend most of my days educating patients (which I love) or drawing blood. None of my skills from school have been worked on since graduating and with every passing day I realize more and more that I've made the wrong decision as a new grad.
So now, I want to make the jump back into acute care nursing but I just can not fathom bedside nursing. I went to an excellent nursing school in this area, had every opportunity to try skills, and really didn't care for any of it. I know there is this requirement for new nurses to get their skills up to snuff on a med-surg floor but I really just don't think I'll be able to last a whole year doing that, especially when I've already spent half a year doing something I am very unhappy in.
I could use some advise!! Anything is appreciated.