STUMPED

HI EVERYONE! IM' looking for some wise advise. This year has been a whirlwind for me not only educationally but personal. I am NOT going t o divulge where I attended. But let's just say I was blinded. To say the least. Money is thee only answer to this school and it doesn't care if your rich or poor. Anyho, I was halfway done and all of a sudden I had to repeat a course. I had to pay. Yes I did. I don't know if that is going on in all the schools. BUT anyways, I had to borrow the money in order to take the class. My dh works he is thee provider. In school a lot of moving and transferring of teachers etc. Long story short I didn't pass the class again! ive's studied God knows I studied. I'm at a threshold here, honestly. Lord knows this is what I have always wanted to be. Counseling support eh.. not that great. I summed up my own courage to keep going in the midst of personal and financial issues. My main concern is now what do I do. I do have a certificate Not certified as an MA. It has been awhile since I did that but, I know it is the same depending where you work as a Nurse.I don't know why my outcome has turned in to this. Ive' been soo down and at times I ask God why? Ive' delved into my books night after night wee hrs of the morning. I know Nursing is not easy. But I feel like such a failure. I'm so afraid. I know I am NOT going back there! For other reasons. The school really didn't put much emphasis on its' students. It was like you either swim or drown. If you drown your doomed. Please any suggestions. God Bless