I too am very unhappy with how hospitals have changed over the last 15years of my career. I am currently reassessing my role as a nurse because I understand my happiness, in whatever I do, is MY responsibility. A colleague of mine got her NP and started an aesthetics practice. She is happy as a clam. Another went into plastic surgery. Another went to tele-nursing- online consultation. I think we just have to find our niche. You said u were happy in the practice u were at... I would suggest u go back to something like that. I am currently switching to travel nursing because that is what floats my boat. Hate the job... don’t hate the career.