Need advice

Hi

I'm a graduat nurse, unlucky for me i did not get a computer match therefore found a rehab nursing private hospital for Graduate program. However there is no clinical teacher or any perceptor to ask for question and that all my work is doing toileting, showering, meds, nothing like blood taking or injections. I'm very worried about next year, very uncertain what to do with my career path.

I know the girl who graduated from the hospital and she has very difficulty in finding a job because she does not have enough experiences in med/surgical wards, she found a perceptorship program after all which was lucky for her, but i'm so worried that i might not be able to do that.

Please help.. i'm terribly lost in my career? I'm already uncertian what i want to do? I don't know if i want to continue with nursing? My goal was to do Theater nursing, which i do love doing and have lots of passion for but atm i've totally lost confidence in even getting to my goal...