First Week Rant
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I've been reading through some of the other posts of this nature... I just got through my first week... one 8h, and two 16h doubles in two days. And to top it off, my doubles are night and noc shifts together. My LTC only gives you three shifts to train, then you're on your own... that means I had my first day, and my second day (my first 16 hour block of time) to orientate.
As I was walking into the first shift of my first double, a resident was on the floor of her room. I reacted, asked her how she felt. She said she felt fine, and that she didn't think anything was wrong/broken, she wasn't in any pain- she just needed help up. So I helped her up. So I help her to her chair and report it to my RN. My RN promptly jumped down my throat and told me that I should have just left her on the floor and got her. Well, ok, I know that now, but I am new. I reacted how I'd hope someone would react should she be my grandmother, etc. I was talking to the other noc CNA's later and found out that I did it ok- she wasn't hurt, and I DID notify the nurse. That it happens all the time. And to top it off, the RN basically told me the rest of the night she was just here for her paycheck (she's PRN weekends) and to leave her alone so she can finish meds.
Then my second shift, the get up and dressed list of residents was outdated, so I ended up getting three residents up that stay in bed for breakfast. And to top it off, I had a client have three explosive briefs in the span of 45 mintues. I was still getting my get ups up when am shift came in at 7.
SO, to say I felt inept my first day alone would be an understatement. I broke down in tears at the nurses' station on the way out- my noc nurse said I did a good job- it's things that with repetition I will get... and asked me if I'd like some more time to shadow to feel better about things.
I just don't want managment questioning why I'm having extra shifts shadowing when policy is 3 shifts... because my family and I NEED this job... and I want to be good at it, because I feel like the bedside manor and habits I learn as a CNA will help me in the future when I'm a RN...
Anyway, thanks for reading... I just needed to know that I'm not the only one.