I am a 3rd semester RN 'A' level student. I have discovered that though I am good with theory learning and do well with NCLEX study questions, I am struggling with my clinical performance. It seems that in carrying out patient care, I am "behind" schedule and need a better system of approach to my shift responsibilities. One barrier is that I am experiencing nerves and anxiety symptoms that I haven't had before because of the demeaning methods of my clinical instructor. My heart starts pounding as soon as I see her. I want to learn, I'm eager to become a good nurse. I spend more hours in campus lab than anyone else to master skills. However, I believe my weakness is an organized execution of my duties. We have been told that this is the semester is the semester to "show them what we got" meaning we should somehow have this organized approach to multi-tasking down already. Some of us do - like the ones who were CNA's for years. That Isn't me. And I don't seem to be learning how to develop this when I am barraged with criticism rather than offered support and true teaching. I wish there was a blue print or flow chart that teaches folks like me how to approach prioritization of care in an atmosphere of multiple priorities; I'm not getting it through mentorship - I just feel like I've been dumped on the floor and expected to perform beyond my current capabilities, under pressure, and without a road map. I was told by my advisor that some students like myself just hit a wall in this semester and can't continue. I've worked too hard! I'm a good critical thinker! Does anyone have any suggestions for remediation? Books, videos, etc. that address this and might help me help myself? Thanks so much. I know I can do this with the right help !